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[Jun. 14th, 2004|09:30 am] |
shit the decemberists!!!!!!!!
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|02:09 am] |
all i must say..... brillant. FUCKING BRILLANT NIGHT. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW AWESOME I FEEL AT THIS VERY MOMENT. TO NOT GIVE A FUCK WHAT SO EVER AND DO WHAT I FELT LIKE DOING. its 2 am. i was out all night when i shouldnt have been. with ALL of my friends. AN ALL AROUND FEEL GOOD NIGHT. this night was the most awesome in a long time. thanks to my friends. everyone of you is awesome. all the crappy feelings are gone from friday and its because of my friends.
i love u kyle, randy, and lester! thanks kyle for footin the bill. thanks lester for footin the bill for bowling. thanks Randy for old man laugh.
ps: thanks jenn for being jenn, cant wait to see u.
thanks myspace cuz i waste time on u and i dont feel guilty at all for wasting time there.
thanks eric for cheering me up.
thanks brian for being awesome to talk to about everything.
this week i have a feeling is going to be awesome.
oh and feet loved to be touched too.
i do miss no cars, no lights, no noise what so ever. i want to go to MI.
good fucking amazing night!!!!
:)
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|06:25 pm] |
my new hair and myspace glasses hahaha
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[Jun. 8th, 2004|04:18 pm] |
its stupid how stupid i am with this thing
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[Jun. 7th, 2004|09:47 am] |
i no longer work for brookhaven nature center
YES!!!!!!!!!!
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|05:16 pm] |
not to pleased with the new job. its fucking boring. and i mean boring, i worked 9 to 4 30 and sat around for about 5 hours of the day and did nothing and maybe an hour and a half i actually did some kind of work. and the people i work with are boring. and they dont care if we dont do anything. just what is expected to be done has to get done. so me the whole day was look around, rub arm, see a lot of little shitty kids, walk around outside, rub arms, go get lunch, then swep and pull weeds then sit around for the rest of the afternoon. yeah exciting not! im taking a book next time. so fucking boring. i want to quit already, but then i go to pier one, and rebecca is doing the scheduling so yeah i only work one day a week there, what the fuck. she can fucking suck a rusty nail. that lady hates me and i hate her. whatever. so now im going to stick with this boring ass job cuz i need the money plus pier one is giving shitty hours and even after i raked in 3,000$ the other day for them, they give me shit hours
akdfhakdjfal;k j
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|11:57 pm] |
MuthaFugkinFBM: somebody deleted me from myspace hahaha!
xmadhorsex: hahah loser! jk
MuthaFugkinFBM: :-!
xmadhorsex: the world is about to end for u right?
xmadhorsex: haha
MuthaFugkinFBM: yeah its all over now
xmadhorsex: cuz if that happened to me, i would lock my self in a closet
xmadhorsex: and cry for a week and talk no phoncalls
MuthaFugkinFBM: i would just lie underneath my bed for a month or 3
xmadhorsex: haha eww, and make friends with dust bunnies
xmadhorsex: haha
xmadhorsex: actually they make awesome friends
xmadhorsex: i have 5
xmadhorsex: ron, bobbie, joy, izzie, and retia
MuthaFugkinFBM: haha
xmadhorsex: retia is a backstabbin bitch tho, dont tell her serects, she likes to spread the dust about other people, psssshhh bitch
xmadhorsex: now izzie hes one crazy motherfucker
MuthaFugkinFBM: hahaha
MuthaFugkinFBM: he does coke?
xmadhorsex: 4 times a day
MuthaFugkinFBM: fucksake
xmadhorsex: i tried getting him help
xmadhorsex: but no place would help a dust bunny
xmadhorsex: there all biases and say we only help humans
xmadhorsex: i was like fuck u man, equal rights
MuthaFugkinFBM: lol
xmadhorsex: he lives in America too
haha random conversations about junk is funny
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:03 pm] |
Prepare your shoes
not to come back soon,
prepare your heart
not to stop too soon.
You cannot walk with us.
One step inside doesn't
mean you understand,
one step inside doesn't mean I'm yours.
In your world my feet are out of step,
my arms don't move, my hand
won't grab.
I will never read your stupid map,
so don't call me incomplete,
you are the freak
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|12:48 pm] |
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aaaaaahhhhh im so excited, i went and filled papers out for my tourguide job. aaaaaaaaaahhhh i have to call in sick to mather tomm cuz they need to set me up tomm. im working at the yellow house at cedar beach. its the nature center there. so hell yeah! they need me on weekends, so no pier 1 on sat and sun, unless nights on sat. so yeah. this job is going to be so awesome. my boss is my bio teacher from suffolk hahah. hes really cool tho. hes like do u have a problem with picking up little creatures. i was like NOOOOOOO (in my head i was like this rules so much). i think i have to talk to little kids. wheres jenn she needs to teach me a few things about them. im not much of a kid person. hahah oh well. so im excited and pumped! he we come three jobs! oh man this is going to be tuff managing.
it will all work out.
:)
:)
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[May. 30th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
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HI
OH, PS;
CAN I PLUG YOU?
WILL YOU PORK ME?
CAN I TOUCH YOU?
hahahaweohawoehtawhgahahaehae.
I'M HILARIOUS!!!!
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[May. 28th, 2004|04:31 pm] |
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THE BIG PICTURE
the picture is far too big to look at kid. your eyes wont open wide enough and you are constantly surrounded by that swirling stream of what is and what was. well, we've all made our predictions but that truth still isn't out. so if you wnat to see the future, go stare into a cloud.
and keep trying to find your way out of that mase of memories. it all sort of looks familiar but then a corner, you are right back where you were and your only hope is that forgetting might make a door appear.
is it your fear of being buried that makes you so afraid to speak? an avalanche of opinions like the one that fell that i am now underneath. it was my voice that moved that first rock and i would do it all again. so, i mean, its cool if you keep quiet but i like singing.
so i'll be holding my note and stomping and strumming and feeling so very lucky. there is nothing i know except that this lifetime is one moment and wishing will just leave me empty. so you can try and live in darkness but you will never shake the light. it will greet you every morning and make you more aware with its absence at night, when you are wrapped up in your blanket, baby, that comfortable cocoon. but i have seen the day of your awakening boy and its coming soon.
so go ahead and lose yourself in luquor and you can praise the clouded mind but it isn't what you are thinking, it's the course of history, your position in line. you are just a piece of the puzzle so i think you had better find you place. and dont go blaming your knowledge on some fruit you ate.
beacause there has been a great deal of discussion, yes, about the properties of man. Animal or Angel? you were carved from bone but your heart, its just sand. and the wind is going to scatter it and cover everything with love. so if it makes you happy, then keep kneeling, mama, but i am standing up.
beacause this veil it has been lifted. my eyes are wet with clarity. i have been a witness to such wonders. oh, i have searched for themall across this country but i think ill be returning now to the town where i was born. and i understand you must keep moving, friend, but im headed home.
im gonna follow the road and let the scenery sweeping by easily enter my body. ill send you all this message in code, under ground, over mountains, through forests and deserts and cities. all across electric wire, its a baited line. the hook is in deep, boys, there is no more time. so you can struggle in the water and be too stubborn to die or you could just let go and be lifted to the sky.
-bright eyes
new cds
-lifted by bright eyes
--long gone before daylight by THE CARDIGANS !!! :) :) :)
---franz ferdinand
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[May. 27th, 2004|08:59 pm] |
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Sanibel pics
( Ahpgh, shut up u styrofoam, ohhh look at the little lizzOrd, jenn= got booty, lisa= switzerland, meg= toasted almond, SIB the BIRD, sssibb= Sexy Savvy Sanibel Island Brunette Bitches, HIGH plowED, failure to mix beverages, BUTT WINGS, lisa's John Mayer hates club fort: taking applications, making sexy loney old men truckers honk at us, tanness, changing the words to Hotel to fit the BETA week at Sanibel.
WE IN OUR MINISKIRTS!- provided by lisa! ) |
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[May. 27th, 2004|07:29 pm] |
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u think he'll stick around in the end. i dont. ur friends will and what do u do to them when they are just trying to be a nice friend. you shit on them. it wasnt us or me this time. ITS YOU. NEVER come to me to talk about anything personal then. if u dont want to have a friend to talk to about stuff, fine. what is
your deffiniton of a friend then????
you seemed perfectly fine to confide in me before, but its not till some one gives u negative feedback that u shut them down in every way. fuck that i dont need to deal with ur bullshit drama antics. if u didnt give a fuck what people thought u should have NEVER asked their opinion in the first place.
now im pissed off
i can play this journal beat up on ur friend bullshit too.
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